12.21.05 Dumb as a post

NP: "Among Friends"Sarianna. Making myself listen to lots of new music today. Downloaded tons of stuff from random blogs, myspace, whatever. Here's some of the stuff that really stuck out. I don't know anything at all about this woman, but I like the songs. A debt to Aimee Mann and The Magnetic Fields, but she knows how to turn a phrase.
NP: "Fear Is A Man's Best Friend"Channels. J. Robbins' new band. Nice cover.
NP: "USA=#1"Avenue D. Ah, Avenue D. I didn't even know they were still around. Catchy fucking song.
NP: "You Owe Me One"ABBA. One of their last recorded songs, apparently to be on an album which never came out. Just released on some complete ABBA boxset thing. Amazing song. Do not ever ask me to take ABBA or The Carpenters out of my ipod. It's not going to happen.
NP: "Monster"Ladyfuzz. Haven't a clue about this. But I like it. Reminds me like 1% of Peaches, and like 3% of if Britt Daniel were a chick.
NP: "Chariot"Page France. I don't even remember where I grabbed this. I can't put my finger on what this reminds me of. Vocally it's drawing me to something that's on the tip of my tongue, but I just can't make it out. Frustrating. I guess maybe The Arcade Fire, but it's something else, too.
NP: "The Fall"Peter And The Wolf. Kinda plain, but pleasant.
NP: "Down At Columbia And Cameron"The Physics Of Meaning. John Vanderslice meets The Posies?
NP: "Collection"Young People. I hear there's a new Young People album coming soon. Here's a song from an older record.
NP: "10 Gallon Ascot"Tapes N' Tapes. The first British band with a strong Clap Your Hands appreciation?
NP: "Black Refuge"Junip. Jose Gonzales' band.
NP: "No One's Gonna Love You Like Me"Mary McBride. From the "Brokeback Mountain" soundtrack.
NP: "A Love That Will Never Grow Old"Emmylou Harris. Also from "Brokeback Mountain." One thing I DID like about this movie is that the music was very minimal and kept in the background and never was used as a bullshit editing device, or to cover up for bad writing. This song was used to great affect, however, if only for about twelve seconds.
NR: The New Yorker. Almost caught up!



Brutal poker. Played in the $120 freezeout at BBBB, started 10 minutes late, already 2 of the 10 players are knocked out and one guy got 'em both. He's tripled up and everybody else is basically even-stacked. I whittle away, whittle away, play well, play smart, get some good cards, make good decisions, and eventually it's down to two players, me and the guy that was the big stack the entire tourney. We have exactly the same amount of chips. And before we even play a hand heads up we decide to chop up the $990 evenly, tip the dealers $90, and walk away with $450 each. A nice little $330 profit, and finally a good tournament performance from front to end.

And then i decide to sit down at the 1-2 NL table. And I get a horrible beat on a stupid stupid STUPID move by a horrible player, go on tilt (after losing $600 to him that hand), and then proceed to lose $1750 on the cash game table.

Really bad.

And this after losing some dumb money over the weekend that I shouldn't have, and an internet session that went from being up $250 playing 3-6 limit to being even to being down $300 playing 5-10 limit. So, basically I pissed away $2000 over the last couple of days.

And then I get bored and put $50 online, to just play 1-2 limit and waste some time while doing other things. First hand I get AA, and it loses. Next hand I limp with A5diamonds, flop a gutshot and a flush draw, hit the flush on the turn, and the guy hits a boat on the river. The next hand I limp on the button with K3 hearts. The flop comes 2 hearts, including the Ahearts. No flush this time, and I fold on the river. Two hands later I limp with A10spades, the flop comes with the Kspades and Qspades, I ram and jam the pot until I get all-in, but... no flush, no straight, no straight flush. Seven hands of 1-2, down $54.

Amazing.

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Finally saw "Brokeback Mountain" last night. Definitely been thinking about it a lot, but haven't really formed my opinion of it yet. One thing going against it is that afterwards I read the Alice Munro short story "Wenlock Edge" in The New Yorker from two weeks ago. It's one of the finest pieces she's ever done, and in some way it's triggered some of the same synapses to fire.

Which also leads me to such an obvious question: why hasn't any of Alice Munro's stuff been converted to screenplay? I mean, I know most of her stories involve flashback, internal monologue. But converting the story being told in a character's head into a story being viewed by an outside observer... It IS possible. I'm guessing Brokeback Mountain in the original short story form may be quite similar. It could be something along the lines of Robert Altman turning Raymond Carver short stories into "Shortcuts", or something like Wallace Shawn's rendering of "The Designated Mourner" (or even this: watched the PBS taping of the original John Malkovich + Gary Sinise version of Sam Shepherd's "True West" and was spellbound). As I'm thinking about trying my hand at a screenplay of some sort, this just seems like an idea that could be done. And NEEDS to be done.

Speaking of "True West": it IS amazing just how much of "Adaptation" is taken from "True West". The base / criminal brother showing up, writing a cliched "modern western" screenplay, the conflict between the two. I'm shocked nobody seems to have picked up on it, at least in the reviews I ever read. A quick google search for "true west adaptation charlie kaufmann" does kick up a bunch of responses, but... it's weird how nobody called it out immediately.

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I've never been so ashamed of my state, or of my college. The whole Dover School District "intelligent design" case. At least the judge (and the Dover voters) did the right thing. But not until one of the leading "scientists" for the intelligent design cause, a professor at Lehigh University, made me cringe a million times over. Combine that with the fact that the sophomore class president of Lehigh robbed a bank last week, apparently to pay off online poker debts, and I'm definitely... ashamed. Ashamed is the right word, too. Makes my skin crawl.



12.19.05 "You're an idiot, you're retarded, and nobody will ever love you."

NP: The playlist listed below. Not posted, because it's huge.
NR: Just started "Encounters" by Juan Garcia Ponce.



A dinner party playlist (cocktails, dinner, dessert, and more cocktails):

Nick Drake Black Eyed Dog
Otis Redding These Arms of Mine
Steely Dan Any Major Dude Will Tell You
Talk Talk Ascension Day
Bob Dylan It's All Over Now, Baby Blue
Simon & Garfunkel Mrs. Robinson
Willie Nelson Pick Up The Tempo / Phase And Stages (Theme)
Francoise Hardy Loving You
Johnny Cash Oh Lonesome Me
The Concretes Say Something New
The Velvet Underground Sweet Jane (Full Length Version)
Squeeze Tempted
Spoon Car Radio
Sea Ray Revelry
Monsieur Mo Rio Bonne Chance (Good Luck)
The Waterboys Fisherman's Blues
The Aluminum Group Easy On Your Eyes
Leona Naess Learning As We Go
Van Morrison Caravan
Brian Eno Burning Airlines Give You So Much More
The National Daughters Of The Soho Riots
Django Reinhardt Brazil
Antonio Carols Jobim & Luiz Bonfa Samba de Orfu
Amadeus Quartet Brahms - Streichquartett a-moll, op. 51 No. 1 - 1.
Amadeus Quartet Brahms - Streichquartett a-moll, op. 51 No. 1 - 2.
Amadeus Quartet Brahms - Streichquartett a-moll, op. 51 No. 1 - 3.
Amadeus Quartet Brahms - Streichquartett a-moll, op. 51 No. 1 - 4.
Amadeus String Quartet Brahms - Quintett f-moll, op. 34 - 1.
Amadeus String Quartet Brahms - Quintett f-moll, op. 34 - 2.
Amadeus String Quartet Brahms - Quintett f-moll, op. 34 - 3.
Amadeus String Quartet Brahms - Quintett f-moll, op. 34 - 4.
Cowboy Junkies Blue Moon Revisited
Bedroom Walls I've Been Thinking A Lot About Dots On The Wall
The Magnetic Fields Busby Berkeley Dreams
Aretha Franklin Since You've Been Gone
Charles Wright & Watts 103rd St. Rhythm Band Love Land
Jamie Lidell Multiply
Shrimp Boat Honeyside
Tom Waits Downtown Train
David Bowie Changes
The Coral Dreaming Of You
Neil Young Everybody Knows This Is Nowhere
Billy Bragg Greetings to the New Brunette
Pixies Dig For Fire
Electric Light Orchestra Mr. Blue Sky
Modest Mouse Paper Thin Walls
Pavement Silence Kit
Ride Vapour Trail
The Kinks The Village Green Preservation Society
Ladytron Blue Jeans
The Cure A Forest
Creedence Clearwater Revival Bad Moon Rising
Bloc Party Banquet
The Replacements Can't Hardly Wait
The Who I Can't Explain
Violent Femmes I Held Her In My Arms
Neutral Milk Hotel Holland, 1945
The Go-Betweens Spring Rain
The Cult She Sells Sanctuary
Jawbox Savory
The Pogues Haunted
Mercury Rev Delta Sun Bottleneck Stomp
Ike & Tina Turner Bold Soul Sister
Four Tet A Joy
Hüsker Dü Green Eyes
The Replacements Alex Chilton
Blur There's No Other Way
The Psychedelic Furs Pretty in Pink
My Morning Jacket Lowdown
New Order Ceremony
T.Rex The Slider
Broken Social Scene Lover's Spit
The Kinks Waterloo Sunset
Nick Drake Hazy Jane II
Built To Spill Car
Elliott Smith A Fond Farewell
This Mortal Coil You and Your Sister
Echo & The Bunnymen Bring On The Dancing Horses
The Magnetic Fields 100,000 Fireflies
Clearlake I Dreamt That You Died
Shrimp Boat Small Wonder
The Left Banke Walk Away Renee
Leadbelly Goodnight Irene

90 songs, 6.2 hours. Started at 7 PM, and kicked Jon Manders out the door when "Goodnight Irene" came on. He would make a good Irene should he decide to go transgender someday.



12.16.05 Newmyer's Seven Nuts

NP: "Dondante" – My Morning Jacket. Walking to work at BBBB from the subway last night, this song came on shuffle on the ipod. As I near work, I realize that the song isn’t even close to being over, and that I’m actually 5 minutes early. Rather than interrupt, I walk around the corner and watch traffic enter the Battery Tunnel and listen. I saw this song 20 times this summer, but fuck if it didn’t catch me this time more than any other. I miss those boys. Best wishes to Jim in recovering from pneumonia.
NP: "Swing Gently" – Leona Naess. Been trying to work out a good sequence for this record forever. The show the other night was amazing. I think it finally gave me a little clarity into what order these songs are supposed to be in. This is (I believe) my favorite on the album. On the version she gave me it was #2. The first version of the sequence I did had it as the album closer, but now I think it's more important to be heard earlier. I have it as the fourth track now.
NR: Nov. 28th issue of The New Yorker. I skipped back three weeks. I’m only 1.5 issues behind, now.



Finished third in the 18-person BBBB $80 freezeout last night. On the bubble. Played really well the entire way, and was short stack of the three players left, but not ridiculously so. Had about 6000 in chips when the leader had 12000 and second had about 9000. On the hand where I went all-in, I had a pair of tens (top pair) with a king kicker, but Sean was open-ended. And then he turned a third heart when he had the Q of hearts in his hand, and I don’t have a heart. And then he hits a Queen on the river for an overpair. Frustrating. That turn card gave him a million outs. I would have rather lost to the straight or the four-flush than to the pair of queens.

Oh, well. I played well, so I can’t complain. But I am.

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So… I just made a few new web pages. I’m finally releasing it to the world: For your consumption (and poker playing pleasure), the best poker game ever: Newmyer's Seven Nuts.



12.14.05 the toothsome headless poopsmith

NP: The "Going To…" Series – The Mountain Goats. John Darnielle has 44 songs whose titles contain the words "Going To" and end with a city or town or state or country. Like "Going To Georgia" or "Going To Santiago". 23 of those 44 songs have been officially released in some digital format. A few more are on cassette-only releases that still haven’t been re-issued, and most of the other ones have never been recorded, except in live bootlegs. This playlist (in .m3u format) contains all 23 that have been released, in alphabetical order. Aren’t you glad I didn’t put the entire 267-song MG playlist (yes, I do have one) up?
NP: "The Gallis Pole" – Leadbelly
NR: Dec. 19th issue of The New Yorker:
"Wouldn't you love to see Beaver Street that empty?"
"And that wide!"



To be really good at poker you’re supposed to be able to think to the fourth level. As in:

Level 1 – What do I think he has?
Level 2 – What does he think I have?
Level 3 – What does he think I think he has?
Level 4 – What does he think I think he thinks I have?

Confused? You should be. Getting to #3 is relatively easy, at least if you play enough. Making the leap to #4 is the equivalent of the difference between being good at table tennis to being AMAZING at table tennis. It’s a whole different physics, mentality, chessmatch, whatever. It’s an entirely different plane of meaning.

I bring that up because it’s something that’s been haunting me lately, but also because I just read Count d’Orgel’s Ball by Raymond Radiquet, and that’s what it’s all about.

Two people fall in love, and the way one of them acts makes the other one think that they haven’t read the letter the woman sent, but really the man is just acting that way because he knows he must act as if he hasn’t read the letter, but instead of having the desired effect, it makes the woman feel like he is cold and unfeeling, which in turn causes him to behave in a (yet-again) different manner. For example (kinda).

At first I didn’t think I liked the book, but eventually it spiraled outwards quite nicely, and came to a satisfying end.

Maybe it helped my poker playing, too. I went to RRRR and took $810 off the table in a short short session. But probably not really. I flopped three sets in an hour (all of them held up), and I induced two bluffs in all of that and made nice calls. I also flopped trip 7s and took down KK (had I known he had KK [he didn't raise pre-flop] I could have taken all his chips, but instead I did get $175 from the guy), and then next hand I had KK and won a small pot of like $20 profit. I also limped with K8clubs in the big blind, the flop came two clubs, everybody checked around, the turn came an A, everybody checked around, and the river came a third club, I checked (there’s $12 in the pot), some guy bets $30, I raise to $65 (if somebody in late position had the Ace high flush draw AND a pair of aces, I think they would have bet on the turn), it folds to me, I raise to $65, and the guy goes all-in for $120. I call immediately and call out "second nuts", and take him for his entire short stack in an un-raised pot. Free money! He had two pair (Aces and 5s), but... what a dumb all-in.

So, I don’t know if I really played that well, per se. I was just getting good cards and people handed me their money. Can’t complain about that.

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Back to that whole "levels of thinking" thing, above. It's been what's been haunting me since the trip to Atlantic City that Mitch and I took two weeks ago. I've not been able to write about that trip yet, because it's just so painful and awful. So many bad decisions, so much money lost. But there's still one hand that has haunted me, and it's haunted me because I was thinking on three or four levels, but I made a critical mistake: I was playing against a woman (and i feel bad, in a way, that it was a woman, because I feel that this will sound sexist), who wasn't even thinking on the first level. And therefore, trying to apply higher levels of thinking just doesn't work. This woman was only playing her own cards, and making a move on her was a bad idea. Well, it was a good idea, but I got an unlucky card on the river that made her make an unbelievably bad call, which just so happened to be correct.

Anyway, if you were holding A8, would you call a $320 all-in bet on the river into a $380 pot when the board is showing:

???

I don't think any poker players I know would, but she did. And she sent me to my room at 6 AM because she did. Here's how the hand played out:

I limped with 56diamonds, one of the blinds raises to $12, a couple of callers, I call. 4 players to the flop, $50 in the pot. On the flop the original raiser in first position bets $30, the woman to my right calls, and I call. My preliminary guess is the first guy has AK or AQ and missed, and the woman to my right also has a flush draw (which means my flush draw is dead, but I still have a gutshot and a straight flush draw. So I look forward to seeing what happens on the turn. 3 players, $140 in the pot.

The turn pairs the 2, and I think it's no help for either of them. Sure enough, the first guy checks, and the woman bets $30. I'm positive my read on both of them is correct, so I decide that I'm going to try to bluff and either take the pot down right here, or on the river. I raise to $120. First guy folds quickly, woman calls pretty immediately. Her call makes me think I'm correct (i probably should have raised more on the turn, but... I also made a raise that looks like I have a great hand and i WANT her to call. Too many levels of thought. I pray for a 3 or a blank on the river. Two players, $380 in the pot.

The river comes a black 8. A total blank. Sure enough, she checks. I figure I'm going to take the pot down right here. I go all-in for $320. She starts pulling chips out from her stack and placing them in front of her cards, while asking how much it is. Her chips are all scattered in different piles of denominations. The dealer says "if you want to call, you can just say call". She says "call", and I throw my cards away as she turns over A8diamonds. My read was perfect. Just somehow she hit that 8 on the river, and thought it was good. At least two players on the table make eye contact with me and roll their eyes in shock. Both in shock that I didn't have a boat or trip 2s, and also that she called with a pair of 8s. More that she called with a pair of 8s. I started that hand with $500. I should have ended it with $700. Instead, I go home down $1500 for the night. I played everything perfectly. So so SO well. Except for the fact that I was playing an idiot, and then nothing else matters. It's one of the two basic rules of poker:

1. If you look around the table and can't spot the chump, you're the chump.
2. Never bluff an idiot.

I think I finally learned the latter.



12.08.05 stubbornness

NP: "Far Away" – Clearlake
NP: "On Parade" – Electrelane
NP: "To Live Is To Fly" – Townes Van Zandt
NP: "Blessed" – Simon & Garfunkel
NP: "An Island" – Devendra Banhart
NP: "Disappear" – Crooked Fingers
NP: "The Leaves Grow Old And Fall And Die" – Hood
NP: "On The Other Side" – The Strokes
NP: "The Fallen (Justice Edit)" – Franz Ferdinand
NP: "Random" – Lady Sovereign
NR: The New Yorker. That’s going to be a common answer.



Wow. Crazy night of poker. I mean, literally crazy. Or at least manic. Went about as high and as low as is possible at the stakes I’m playing. Went to RRRR to play the Wednesday night tournament. Got there at 6:30, and there was a cash game seat available, so I sat down with $400. Limped a couple of times for $2, folded to a raise. Called raises to $17 or $18 twice with suited connectors and threw the cards away on the flop. Mostly just folded for 15 minutes.

Pick up AA under the gun. Decide to try the limp-re-raise. It’s been a fairly loose and fairly aggressive game. Sure enough, Murphy's Law (or some version of it) kicks in, and the entire table folds around to the button, who raises to $15, and both the little and big blind fold. I see that the button has only about $140 in front of him, so I decide to slowplay a bit. The flop comes K 7 3, two clubs. I bet out $20. He raises me to $45. I decide to push all-in right here, in case he might be on the flush draw, or, because he might think I’m on the flush draw. He thinks about it for a while. I think he’s going to fold (I’ll still make $60 profit if he folds… I’ll be back to even from the limping and folding I did earlier. I’ll be happy with that, for a heads up pot.). Then, amazingly, he calls. Turns over KQ, and my AA holds up. So I make about $160 profit.

Play a few more hands, and then I hit the kind of hand poker players just dream about.

Somebody early raises to $10. I have Q 10 diamonds. Somebody calls, I call, three people call behind me.

6 players to the flop, $60 in the pot.

The flop comes:

I have a gutshot and the second nut flush draw. Original raiser makes it $45, guy to my right calls, I call. Other three people fold.

3 players to the turn, $195 in the pot.

The turn:

The best card in the deck for me, really. I’d rather hit the gutshot than the second nut flush. I could always lose with the second nut flush, but right now I’ve got the nuts, and a killer redraw. But I’m worried about the first guy having a set, and I don’t know what the hell the guy on my right has.

First guy bets out $45. That’s either a scared bet, or he has a monster. Next guy calls the $45. Now I think one of them has a set, but I’m not really sure which one. I think the bet or the call is a desire to see the next card cheap, but not a slowplay. Either way, I feel like I need to raise, and hopefully take the pot down right here.

I raise to $275, which is basically a little less than the pot. If anybody’s gonna call, they are going to get 2 to 1 odds, but I’m not going to give them any better than that. I really think I just want to take the pot down right there. It’ll be a $225 profit right there if they both folds. First guy thinks about it for a little while, shakes his head, folds. I think I’m right with my original estimate – I think I just made him lay down a set. Next guy looks like he’s going to fold, and then decides to call. Now I’m loving his call. The only hand I’m really worried about from him is the Ace high flush draw, and since I have two diamonds, I know he only has 7 outs, not 9.

2 players to the river, $790 in the pot.

I still have the nuts.

Guy asks me how much I have left. I answer $190. He says he’s all in. I don’t even bother putting my chips in. I say "I call. I have the nuts", turn over the Q 10, and he mucks.

And I have $1175 in front of me after 35 minutes of poker, up $775.

Sweet.

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So I then cash out and play the tournament. I’m playing really well. Chip leader on my table, probably #3 in the tournament. Then it goes down to 2 tables, I get moved, and I lose all my chips in like 3 hands over the next 20 minutes. But, to be honest, I don’t think I care. I think I’m just happy to be up $700 for the trip to RRRR, and I get out of there.

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I go, I eat, I watch TV, I talk with Kendel. And I want to go out and play some more at LLLL. So I go. I sit down at 12:30 with $250. Lose $150 of it quickly, and I top up. I lose it quickly, as well. Buy another $250. And it goes away. I get priced into a cheap shot at a nut gutshot draw, which doesn’t hit, and a nut flush draw which also doesn’t hit. I top off for another $100, then I top off for another $150. Then I get KK with $200 in front of me, and somebody calls me with middle pair, hits trips on the turn, and I lose all my money to him.

I stand up, put on my sweatshirt, put on my sweater, put on my headphones, and get ready to walk out the door. It’s been 2 hours, I haven’t won a single hand, and I’m down $900. And I’m going to get the hell out of there.

Or I’m not. I say "I’m going to win one fucking hand before I leave", I take off the stuff I just put on, and sit back down with $200.

Two hands later I pick up KK again. Raise to $15 in early position, guy reraises me to $35, folds to me, I make it $80, he goes all-in for about $200, I call immediately – I saw him make the same move with AJoffsuit earlier – and sure enough he has AcQs (which is "my hand"… I once won a $2400 pot with that hand), and, luckily, my KK holds up. I play about another hour, get my $200 up to about $600. I hit one other big hand in there, but I don’t remember what it was. My table breaks, and I move over to the other table at around 3 AM.

I play for a bit, get up to around $800, then go back down to $600. Then I hit the breakthrough hand of the night.

I limp with 10 4 clubs. There’s a small raise behind me, I call $15 pre-flop with 5 other players. I’m second to act. The flop comes:

I bet out $50 with my top pair shitty kicker, hoping everybody has overcards or small pairs. Guy immediately to my left raises to $100, everybody else folds, so for $50 I’ll see another card. And what a beautiful card it is:

I have top pair, I’m open-ended, and I have a flush draw. Whatever this guy is holding, I have a shitload of outs on him. I check. He bets $100. I know I’m way behind, but $100 to see if I hit something on the river is worth it. There’s $375 in the pot, and I quickly put in my $100 to make it $475. The river is even better than the turn:

I know I’m winning. If he has an overpair, he doesn’t have a flush. There’s no way in hell he has a straight. If he has a set, my flush beats him. And there’s no way this guy would have raised me on the flop and the turn with a hand like AQclubs. I know I’ve beat him. Now how much will he pay on the river?

I bet $150. He fucking flips out. "You’ve got to be fucking kidding me. What the fuck!" Gets up from his chair. Walks around for a couple of seconds. Keeps looking at his cards and is all exasperated. Finally says "I like you, I’m going to pay you off. Puts in the $150. I call "flush" and turn over 10 4. He immediately puts on his jacket, picks up his chips, and goes to cash out. He tells the people he had a set. I wonder if he had a set of 10s, something lower, or if he made a set of kings on the river. I secretly hope it’s the latter, but I don’t really know.

All I know is I have $1000 in front of me, I’m only down $100, I’m the big chip stack on the table, and I’m feeling good.

It’s 4:30. LLLL closes at 6:00. I decide to ride it out to the end. Around 5:30 I flop a set of 4’s, on the turn a third club comes on board, I bet it out $45 into the $120 pot, and the guy on my left goes all in for $340. Everybody else folds, I think about it for a second, not very long at all, really, and I put the guy on a move. I call. He says "fuck", and turns over just the Aclubs. No club on the river (and my set doesn’t turn into a boat, but it doesn’t need to), and now I have $1600 in front of me.

I’m tempted to cash out right there, but I figure it’s kinda in bad form, so I just decide to fold every hand for a half hour.

I don’t really achieve that goal, but I only get into one more real hand, and I limp a couple of times, and I make it 6:00 AM with $1504 in front of me. I tip the floor person the $4, and I cash out up $400 for the session, up $1100 for the day.

And I am fucking relieved. So damn glad I didn’t leave when I started to. A $1300 turnaround in 3.5 hours.







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